I cannot calculate the sheer loss I have incurred because of this disorder. I don’t think I want to. All the nights spent crying, weighing myself. All the Google searches done on how to get better. All of the friends I’ve turned down or never met because I was feeling fat. All the time my partner spent consoling me…
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I’m always up for a challenge, but not a routine. After a week of binging, I once again attempted to get my act together. I am really inspired by those who complete those month-long fitness challenges, but I know that I am not healthy enough to go through with one myself. Of course, one must always be…
Working out as a personal hobby is totally different than working out in fat shame or desperation to be thinner. For once in my life, I could work out without a thousand pounds of personal guilt on my shoulders. I focused on the moves rather than my vanity. Strength is beautiful! The most pleasant surprise of…
It is the denial at the core of the sinister and sickly eddy of desperation and redundant pleas that is the binger’s mentality. It was created after innumerable failed attempts and too much time staring into the mirage called the “new you”. It is the belief, the gambler’s last hope, in tomorrow–in second chances. It allows the…
A constant problem I am having with people on the bus is that they are too lazy to move a seat over and sit by the window when the bus gets full. When more riders get on, others will make them walk up and down the aisle looking for seat. People will either find a…
My favorite one liners are those orgasmic bits at the end of a good argument. Those are the sort of lines that eloquently sum up the entirety of the position and finally awaken the intelligence of the dense stragglers who’ve not caught on. When accompanied by vice, there is nothing sweeter to my mind and…
Ponderings & Affinities 